March 15, 2008
I'm a very sweet and loving person. I've got so much love to give. That explains why there is pink in my picture. I do worry about getting love in return but i shouldn't. I should just give love to the people i care most about it and not worry about what comes back to me. There's always Karma. I'm currently looking for some balance in my life.

I can feel very lonely at times. Misunderstood. I care too much about other people's opinion. I depend too much on other people. It doesn't matter what they think. I should trust my own instinct. Forget about the bad things that people have said or done. And if i'm really pissed off, really hurt by a person it's okay to walk away. People do not expect this from me. When it's on the tip of my tongue but i do not speak my mind for whatever reason... I should just call them an asshole and walk away.

I'm a stubborn and very energetic person. She told me to walk, run, dance, paint and talk to trees. I feel tired way too often and i need to do something about that. Eat healthy. Do something with my energy. Make it happen. I sometimes live too much inside my own world. I like my dreamy world but i have to make sure i come back. Earth to Ciel.

I'm also a very spiritual person. Maybe even telepathic. I'm very aware of the spiritual things happening. I sense things. I should remember to always tell them to go back to the light though. "Mystical and magical", that's what she called me.

Mmm and i'm also very materialistic. You'd think?

October 13, 2007
"You are searching for affirmation", was the first thing she said to me. I'm an intellectual person, a thinker, a fighter, i'm good with people but i still need somebody to tell me all of that. I feel as if that would make me a more self-confident person. I have great organizing skills. If people let me go my own way and do my thing, i will have lots of new ideas.

Sometimes i feel lonely. Not sure what or where to go with my thoughts and feelings. If you look at my belly, at the yellow spot, it says i can get very tired. People and emotions. My creativity is a way for me to let go of all these emotions. I shouldn't focus on one thing, but be creative in every way i can. It's those things that make me very happy. Be me. I'm not a person that follows the rest of the crowd.

The shade of violet you see in the picture means wisdom, intuition, spirituality and fantasy.

I need to let go of the past, move on and forget. With a new job as outlook, i will most likely run into more new things and change. It will bring me experience and other good things. If i happen to run into a special person, it should be a perfect match from the beginning. No doubt, no uncomfortable feeling.

The light balls above my head represent the spirits that are with me and looking out for me. I'm being guided.

March 24, 2007
As you can see my face is barely visible because my aura dominates.

Yellow means knowledge and wisdom. I absorb all different kinds of information although i already have the knowledge pretty much inside of me.

The perfectionist in me finds it hard to delegate and i'm very impatient with people who can't keep up with me. I also absorb other people's pain and problems. It's one of the reasons why i can feel exhausted sometimes; i have pity on people.

Another reason why i feel tired sometimes is because of the fact i'm a thinker. The chaos inside this head of mine. I should realize i'm a spiritual person and not let these thoughts have the upper hand.

I was deeply hurt last year but i should try to forget about that. Move on because job-wise there might be some changes this year.

October 07, 2006
Bubbling and sparkling. Fervid enthusiasm. It has to come out. I have to make choices, set my goals. What do i want? What do i really want?

Empty my head. Leave the bad stuff behind. Forget about the rage and anger (the dark red spots). All those frustations are costing way too much energy.

So instead i should focus on the things i want to do in life. Have fun. Develop myself.

I have to realize there's so much more inside of me than i'm showing the world right now.

But always remember not all change is good.

My heart chakra is very visible. It's very pure and clear. Red. Warmth.

Release... Open up.

March 25, 2006
I guess you could say i probably enjoy being a red person.

Red: perseverance, self-willed, active, suit action to the word and concrete.

Orange: warmth, creativity, excitement, detail oriented, perfectionist and loving life.

Yellow: sympathy, compassion, sensitive, fun-loving, free-spirited, shy, energetic, and childlike.

I've been told that i'm a very charismatic person and that people notice me when i enter a room. This makes me feel very insecure, but there's no need to feel that way. It's something that will stay with me for the rest of my life.

Red probably needs red. I'm not someone who would go for the exact opposite. Being comfortable with the world that is surrounding me is very important to me.

When it's right, it's right. And red it is.

October 08, 2005
An aura around living conscious objects or people change with time. Sometimes very fast.

The right side represents the past. Male energy. My rational, intellectual side. My past looks red and wasn't without problems. The right orange spot represent my insecurities, my fear and concerns. I should try to bring more colour into my life. Sport and make myself physically tired because that's the only way to relax my mind as well.

The left side represents the future. Female energy. My emotional side. The last two years i more and more have been able to find my place in this world. I need to rely on myself, have faith because things will be okay for me. That's what the big orange/yellow spot above my head is telling me. Things will be fine. There's no need to worry.

My heart charka is orange as well which basically implies the same thing. Positivity.

This is what they call a transition photograph.

November 13, 2004
All living beings have a weak electrical cloud surrounding them.

As you can see there's a lot of yellow in my picture. Yellow is an optimistic colour, like golden sunshine. In this case it represents the changes i'm going through. A transformation. It also means i'm very aware of the things that are going on in my life. There's a lot of yellow on my left side as well. This is my feminine energy, Ying. Also the future. There's a little bit of green entering on the left side as well. Green means inner peace, love and romance. Something good is coming.

On the the right side, you see the colour red. Right means Yang, male energy and also the past. Which could mean that i'm a spontaneous and friendly person but always have been very introvert. Red and yellow change into orange. Orange represents my worries, fear, tiredness and irritations.

Above my head you see a very clear white spot. My thoughts, my worries, my mess. I definitely have a lot of stuff i worry about. Always trying to find an explanation for everything even when that is not always possible. The border of my aura is red. That is not a good thing. It is red because the white spot is probably giving me headaches or other physical complaints.

Last but not least... pink (or violet). Definitely the heart chakra. It could mean optimism, tenderness and mystic. But above all it means i'm longing for something... Since my future is green, i have good hope.